FRIENDS ...

In my msn , I said that friends ... I don't have one in my class .... I really regret about shifting class .... should have stay in 4 Sc. Beta ... why ???

Those " friends " are like this :

When I ask a question , no one answers me .... I am not that small , right ? They just walk past me , like .... aih .... I don't want to mention who that is , blaming myself , maybe my voice is too soft ... All the boys in the class got a base voice ( most of them ) but me ?! I got a tenor voice ... ODD ..... In choral speaking , I am joining most of the girls for voice training but those guys are one group .... I am a cc ... hah ?! happy now ? Anyway , I will bear with you all ....

There are also some so call friend who are damn sensitive .... .like that one sitting beside me in the class .... please do not tell " that person " , for he is damn sensitive ... anyway , if you want too , I can't stop you .... that's OK .... He said " hey , your things cannot cross my table ... see this paper .... it touches my table .... take back it .... what is that ...

Some guys are so rude .... also the one sitting beside me ( I analyses him too much , what to do ... ) actually , all the guys are rude .... ALL .... *sorry , that is so mean and so hurting ... but I have to say it . you know , when I ask him a question , especially about when he is fixing that damn car , I ask if I could see it and touch it , he say : ( lei kong mat ye la lei , yau mmm quan lei ke si , lei yau mmm mai hai ngo tei ke group , cho mat ye ngo oi pei lei tim ?! ( say what la uuu , you are not in our group also , why should I let you touch ?! ) reading in Chinese , that is so damn RUDE . although that is a good day and it is morning . Nvm , fighting with him is a no use ... so I just kept quiet ( full - stop ) nvm .... all my fault cause I am not familiar with you all ...

WHY I SHIFTED MY OWN BEST CLASS ????!!!!

Thinking about it , I only come to alpha just because I want a better mouse ( convert it to a language ) . not for friends . maybe I should think like that . not like ohh , I am shifting to alpha class to meet all my old friends who are in the same class with me since 1 2 and 3 Amanah !!!! no .....

And there is this health competition my friend says . Actually it is the " Laughter , the Best Medicine " There are practise everyday .... so tiring and my leg is now painful and I got sore throat ... when I say that to that leader , I never get any answer whether like , ohh you should rest or no , I don't care ... but most of the time it is I don't care , Renny , we got competition next month next day , tomorrow and you are still sitting down here ? can't you just co - operate a ;little bit and get back into your line ... you know ? without you , the group cannot do it perfectly because you got a solo ! bla ... bla ... bla ... and who is that ? you all kow that yourselves . what to do ? .... actually I like Niro 's line , HAIH , WHY IS MY LIFE SO BORING ?! hahaha ...

There so many " friends " who are so damn sacarstic ... I don't like and hate sacarstic people like Emily and Vivian .... now you know why I don't want to talk to you because you will answer every question of mine in a very sacarstic way most of the time like .... hey , today are you staying back ? the answer that I will most probably get will be NOLAH ! .... Don't ever say you don't do that .

Sadly thinking about it now , makes me wanna cry .... yah , I'm a cc rite ? so many ppl say what .... but Tat Tsun is smart in the first place cause he shifted to Beta . not like this stupid dumb guy .... who just dreaming about friends ...

ohh ! how many points I have listed ? ohh ... 4 points ...

WHY ?!

WHY ?!

WHY ?!